Dear Isidore...
There isn’t enough words to go into detail of how you’ve impacted me and my feelings for you.
So I’m going to start from the beginning: as you know, we met at a festival. You took pictures of me and described me as a cool girl with a cool shirt we love Ned shirts. Everybody usually intimidates me and you weren’t any different but I wanted to be friends with you regardless. I remember our Tangled conversations and we could not hold a conversation so we’d send gifs to fill in words and we went laser tagging with no clue how to.
You called me a knight in shining armor and Flynn Rider because I told you I’d jump in front of you so you could use me for protection. I know this for sure you didn’t know in that moment but I had a crush on you in that moment.
But timing is a bitch and things happened, us crushing on each other then burying it but staying friends that grew into best friends made the wait for the second time around of me falling for you all over again. The only difference this time was I knew that I didn’t want anybody but you so I waited for you. I listened and never judged you when you vented to me even though I died inside because of how embarrassing it was that I liked you yet you were venting about somebody else. I think this is important to note though because in this moment, I feel like this created this openness between us.
So when it came to when you started to get feelings for me and changed your location from nonfuckingdating to hello lexie, I was shook because I couldn’t believe you liked me back again! Lightning struck twice for us and that’s such a rare thing but I am so glad it did.
You’re my shoulder I can lean on. You’re my ears I can vent to without worrying about you judging me. Our brains connect even when we confuse each other in the best ways. I only have eyes for you, my love.
I love that you never fail to ask me if I’ve eaten and make sure I have or else you’d worry because I love to eat.
I love coffee and you telling me to drink more water always makes me laugh and reminds me that you care.
Thank you for everything you do for me. Thank you for listening to me fangirl. Thank you for liking Waterparks. Thank you for being you.
You being my boyfriend and my best friend makes it the best thing.
Isidore, you changed my life for the better.
I don’t know what I would be without you but I know I don’t ever want to be without you.
I’d do anything in the world to make sure you know that I love you. I have an endless amount of patience for you even when we do break some days, we come back together stronger than before.
You’re my favorite person.
And as long as we are together, I’m going to remind you every single day of it and appreciate you. I don’t ever want to lose you.
I love you.
Your lover,
Lexie